So I don't think I have yet mentioned that I have been hired to make some videos for a couple who each own their own business. I have been working with them for a few weeks now, shooting and working on rough edits etc. I went to meet with them tonight to show them the rough edits and talk a bit more about what they wanted to do.
I don't think they took me seriously to begin with but after working with the man and I and showing them what we have done so far they are super excited and much more serious.
Here is the crappy part about tonight. I met with them for two hours. Things were going great we got so much accomplished and I am super happy. However they made espresso and I felt rude to turn them down. Besides I drink espresso sometimes at home.
Espresso can be a bad idea though. I only usually drink it when I am planning on being home all day. Why?
Well we know many peoples bowels do not get along with espresso so a person with IBS likely would have worse issues right?
Now add the fact that espresso sometimes gets you jittery and that I suffer from anxiety which also gets that jittery thing happening.
So I am sitting there suddenly I have massive cramps and jitters, then i start worrying because I do not want to take a few minutes to spend in the bathroom at their house so the jitters get worse as my mind starts focusing on it. Then I get myself back on track and I am fine again.But then it all comes back this time worse and suddenly i feel hot like I can't breathe. I know what this is but I will wait it out... but wait...I have to drive myself...I cant drive anxious. So, I unfortunately had to tell them that due to a health condition that I could suddenly feel flaring up I had to leave. I apologized, and when they realized I had to drive they became concerned they were very good about it and understanding so I was lucky. But that could have been bad if it had been someone else. I was a little embarassed. I drove home just fine. I got in the car and barely noticed how I was feeling. The air conditioning was on super high so it was refreshing. I'm home now, took so meds, visited the "office" and I am calming down. It just sucks that it happened while I was with them...
***Dee***
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